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Amanda Russell died.
So did Aunt Millie.
God bless them.
I used to be friends with Amanda in 8th and 9th grade. She was crazy even though she was the daughter of a preacher. I remember her talking about the first time she had sex. She said she did it in her dad's church. Crazy son of a bitch she was. Anyway, I also remember me and her talking almost every day on the phone because she liked Calvin, and I tried setting them up. haha That was funny.
Amanda got sick. Really sick. Drugs did it to her. She went to rehab junior year. She came back and was "clean".
Two days ago Amanda died from a drug overdose. I'm kind of in shock. I don't really know how to feel. I can't say I didn't see it coming, but it doesn't make it any easier to deal with. Someone I talked to every single day. It's hard. Really hard.
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So college classes started today...
and I hated them.
I can't stand college. Well, my college at least. I don't feel like I'm going through with the full college experience because I'm going to stupid Warren County Community College. I only liked one of my professors, and most of the people attending the college look like inbreds. I'm not trying to be mean by saying that, but they do. I feel like I'm in an episode of Jerry Springer when I go to school.
I also don't think this schedule is going to work for me. I did well in high school when I was pressured to do things. I feel like now that I can't be reminded I'm going to screw up on everything. I know that's part of growing up, but I need assistance.
Plus, I'm also mad that I have to take a remedial math class because I failed the math entry test. I payed for a book that's over $100 for a class that I'm not even getting credit for.
What also stinks is that Chris and I will never get to see eachother. We figured out that Thursdays are really the only days that we can see eachother because he works on weekends, and I work on all the nights that he is free. I miss him allll the time. =[
BAHHH.
ihatelife.
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This is a twist on the Letter Meme. Instead of coming up with ten items for a certain letter, you come up with five song titles for a certain letter and explain why you picked them. If interested then leave a comment. I'll give you a letter. You post this blurb in your journal along with your list.
I got the letter "B" from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) audioblood.
Bittersweet Symphony by The Verve- This has always been one of my favorite songs. The instrumentals, the vocals, everything. I just like the idea of a bittersweet symphony.
Bonnie Taylor Shakedown by Hellogoodbye- Cute, fun song. I love to listen to this when I'm happy and I just wanna dance in front of the mirror.
But It's Better If You Do by Panic! At the Disco- I love it because it breathes confidence. Like you know you're pissed off, but you're okay with it. I just love how it's upbeat, but it's an, "I hate you" song. The music video is pretty darn cool.
Brand New Colony by the Postal Service- Haha, videogames. Always reminded me of that. The lyrics are cute, though. Witty little sayings always get me. :)
Bend and Not Break by Dashboard Confessional- It means that everything will be okay, you just need to be willing to accept love. This is exactly how I feel at the moment.
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| graduation day, we take back everything we've said about you. |
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So basically,
I GRADUATED.
On Friday, June 16, 2006, I graduated North Warren Regional High School with honors. I've never been more proud of myself.
It didn't feel like I was graduating, though. It felt like just another practice (even though we only had one that took FOREVER). I was the second girl to graduate, and I was in the front row (naturally). It was so hot and uncomfortable at first, but as the sun went down over the bleachers, it got better. The only other time I went to get up before I got my diploma was to sing the Alma Mater with the other senior chorus members. When I went to get my diploma, I forgot to take my shades off, but that doesn't really matter because my mom wasn't going to order a picture anyway.
I had to rush home after graduation because we had to go to Project Graduation afterwords. My mom was one of the parents who helped us get set up for it. We waited until a little after 10:00 PM, and left for Spa 23. We hit traffic because they were paving the roads and stuff.
( Project Graduation )
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| Fashion Showwww!! |
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Eh, so much drama. I don't really feel like writing all of it. No one wants to hear that kind of stuff anyway.
Last Wednesday was the prom fashion show, and it went realllly well! It was really crazy getting set up for it, though. DeRenzo was literally going psycho.
I was the first to get my hair done, and the hair dresser put my hair in an upside down french braid, then twisted it up on top. It looked really good, but the pins were killing my head. I was also first to get my make-up done, which was a good thing because by the time she got to the last girls, the make-up artist had to half ass it. The make-up was really dark, and I didn't think it would look good with my dresses, but everyone said it looked good from the stage.
We practiced for so long before the show that I got blisters on my feet from the friggen shoes. They were too big for me, and I had trouble just standing in them.
Everyone said they really liked the green dress that I wore, but I thought the pink one fit much better. I couldn't really breathe in the green dress.
Anyway, all the girls looked gorgeous, and even though we didn't get a good turnout, there were no problems and everyone had a lot of fun.
I have pictures in my WEBSHOTS.
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| Not so merry, but it's still Christmas. |
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Yule Log |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Yayyy it's already been a horrible Christmas, and it's on 9:00. Oh, well. I didn't really get anything that I wanted except for a bath robe and shower radio. I mean, I knew it was going to be a pretty skim Christmas because we got new furniture and a big screen tv a couple of months ago, but I didn't think it would be this bad. Socks, a pair of pajamas, batteries.. yeah. I hope everyone else has/had a wonderful Christmas. :)
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| Wisdom Update |
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12/23/05 - 2:25 pm
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Well, good news... I'm getting better! I'm able to talk now, and my mouth doesn't hurt nearly as much as it did yesterday. It's uncomfortable and I still have a lot of swelling, but I'm looking forward to a speedy recovery. Thanks for all your kind words!
The only problem that I'm dealing with is that I can't go to Brittany's big Christmas party tonight. I am so bummed...you have no idea. The last party she had was awesome! I had so much fun...I didn't remember the last time I laughed so hard. That's the problem though...I can't laugh or else my stitches will break, and I'll create an even bigger problem. My mom wasn't even the one who told me it would be a bad idea to go. I just figured that it's just not the best time for me to go to a party. Hopefully she'll have another one real soon. And tonight's not going to be pathetic. Christine and Brandon are coming over to visit me. :)
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| I am a movie whore. |
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12/22/05 - 10:44 pm
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Supposedly if you've seen over 70, you have no life. Number the ones you've seen.
( )Rocky Horror Picture Show
(1)Grease
(2)Pirates of the Caribbean
( )Boondock Saints
( )The Mexican
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(3) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
(4) The Princess Bride
(5) Young Frankenstien
(6) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(7) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(8) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(9) Scream
(10) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( )Scary Movie 2
(11)Scary Movie 3
(12) American Pie
(13) American pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(14)Harry Potter
(15) Harry Potter 2
(16)Harry Potter 3
(17) Harry Potter 4
( )Resident Evil I
( )Resident Evil 2
(18) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
( ) Lilo & Stitch
(19)Finding Nemo
(20) Finding Neverland
( ) Ghost
(21)Signs
(22)The Grinch
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
( )Butterfly Effect
(23) Thirteen Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
(24)Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(25) Along Came Polly
(26) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(27) Never Been Kissed
(28) Meet The Parents
(29) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(30) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(31) Passport to Paris
(32) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(33) Halloween
(34) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
(35) Harold And Kumar Go To White Castle
(36) Practical Magic
(37) Chicago
(38) Ghost Ship
(39) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(40) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
(41) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
(42) 10 Things I Hate About You
(43) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(44) Nightmare on Elm Street
(45) Sixteen Candles
(46) Coach Carter
( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
(47) Joy Ride
( ) Seven
(48) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(49) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(50) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
(51) My Boss' daughter
(52) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(53) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(54) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(55) Ever After
(56) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(57) X-Men
( ) X-2
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(58) Catch Me If You Can
(59) The Others
(60) Freaky Friday Original
( ) Freaky Friday Remake
(61) Reign of Fire
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Oracle
( ) Old School
(62) Ray
(63) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(64) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(65) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(66) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(67) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(68) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
( ) Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Episode II: Attack of The Clones
( ) Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of The Sith
(69) Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Episode VI: Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(70) Air Force 1
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(71) Sound of Music
(72) Parent Trap 1 (the old one?)
(73) Parent Trap 2 (the new one?)
( ) The Terminator
( ) The terminator 2
( ) Terminator 3
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(74) Meet Joe Black
(75) Nightmare Before Christmas
(76) The Silence of the Lambs
( )Sleepy Hollow
(77) The Godfather
( ) The Godfather 2
( ) The Godfather 3
( ) Goodfellas
(78) Pulp Fiction
( ) Jackie Brown
( ) Kill Bill
( ) Kill Bill 2
( ) Reservoir Dogs
( ) Scarface
( ) Full Metal Jacket
( ) Taxi Driver
(79) Master and Commander : The Far Side Of the World
(80) Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory
(81) Charlie And The Chocolate Factory
( ) Crash
(82)The Breakfast Club
(83) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
(84) The Good Girl
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You're a Mean One, Mr. Grinch |
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Okay, so I got my wisdom teeth taken out today. I only threw up a few times, but my mouth is still in a lot of pain. It helps to put the ice packs on. I don't know how I'm going to be tomorrow.. they say the second day is usually the worst. Pray that I'll feel okay. Hopefully I'll be better by Christmas so that I can visit Brandon's family.
Oh, and the Holly and Ivy pictures have been put up!
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12/15/05 - 9:25 pm
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My parents just deleted AIM off of the computer because they were mad at me. Everything is gone.
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| SNOW = GRRR |
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12/9/05 - 1:31 pm
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Daniel Powter - Bad Day |
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Okay, so Holly and Ivy is postponed until next week due to a weather school closing. BAHHH.
I just have to look at it this way..
It is good that Holly and Ivy was postponed because:
- it won't be that time of month
- I can find a new brooch
- there hopefully won't be snow
- I can make an appointment to get my hair done now
- will be able to get a memory card for my camera
On the other hand, it is bad that Holly and Ivy was postponed because:
- I've been looking forward to this night for a long time, and now I have mental stress
- I have to buy more nail polish because I used all the strips last night
- I will be missing my first basketball game to cheer for
- I will miss the Christmas party at work
- Brandon might be working that day
I HATE SNOW STORMSSSS.
Okay, no I don't, but it seems as if whenever I want it to snow, it doesn't, and whenever I don't want it to snow, it does.
IRONY, I HATE YOU.
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11/22/05 - 5:43 pm
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Okay, this has been a crazy week/weekend. I'll elaborate more over the break, because I have to finish typing up EVERY SINGLE SENIOR WILL & MEMORY FOR YEARBOOK, but I'm just going to say this..
I LOVED THE GOBLET OF FIRE.
Outtt.
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| SQUEE! |
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11/17/05 - 12:45 pm
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( Survey. )
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11/15/05 - 5:19 pm
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Kurt died this afternoon. Rest in peace, kid. You'll be missed.
<3 11/15/05
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| Stolen from audioblood. |
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11/15/05 - 12:58 pm
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Punk'd |
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11/14/05 - 12:49 pm
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Man, I love doing nothing in Web Page Design, and still get a 100 average. Wow.. her voice is annoying.
Outtttt.
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| So much fun. |
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11/6/05 - 2:18 pm
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Oh my goodness, what a GREAT weekend!
Friday was our last home football game (or last game depending on what Mr. Simonetti says), but it was still a lot of fun. Of course the little Sophomores were bitchy as usual, but I knew I had to make the best of the night. And guess what.. JOEY WAS THERE! In case I hadn't told you, he was a Senior when I was Freshman, and I used to be obsessed with him. Really.. I don't know if obsession is a big enough word. I was literally his biggest fan. Well, he's definitely not as hot as he used to be, but he's still up there. Brandon was talking to him the whole night.. *SQUEE!!*
Saturday morning I had SAT's, and I forgot how much I hate taking them. I really can't take standardized test's, and I don't think I did any better on them than the last time.
Okay, now for ( MEDIEVAL TIMES!!!!! )
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| Thought this was funny.. |
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10/24/05 - 9:54 pm
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Falcons/Jets game |
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You know you go to North Warren when...
1. All the teachers worry more about cell phones then cheating.
2. You can't say GOD, JESUS, or ANY swear words near room 28.
3. There are only two fights a year but at least 50 talks of a fight.
4. We lose a Churches kindness to us because of a fight.
5. The Vice Principal looks like Luigi from the Mario Brothers.
6. You must address the Principal as Dr. Green
7. Anything you say turns into drama, and not normal cat fight drama.
8. All of the parking spots are gone before the 6th week of school starts.
9. Most people drive a Honda Civic, POS, or a Truck(pick-up).
10. The spanish teacher is incharge of almost everyone, including the english department.
11. The middle schoolers invade.
12. The FFA is semi-important.
13. All of the sports SUCK, except the marching band.
14. WNWR runs once every 3 years.
15. There is Bruceketball, T-Ball, Smith, & Haupt running the sports show.
16. Although most of the kids hate the school, most of the teachers are idiots, & you just cant wait till you get out of the bubble... you still wear all your NWR gear daily & participate in Spirit Week.
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